The Inner Voice

From the time we wake up to the time we sleep, we are in constant talks with our brain, our phone and some lucky individuals. Our brain tells us to be mean, to be cunning, to be diplomatic, all things selfish basically. Our phone, well it wants us to be everything except for what we are. Kohli, Alia, Ranbir, Malaika when you are a bit older and Mr. Bachchan when you are even more older. All but nothing of you.
There is one more voice, that lies within, still yet violent, calm yet not serene, that wants to take over everything but doesn't know how to trade. The voice that hardly finds a voice, knows only to give, expects nothing in return, sometimes fills your heart and soul with joy, other times finds a way out through your eyes. The feeling that tells you to be true, to be positive, to be loving, to be human.
When we feel anxious or without answers, a voice always tries to find a way out, but our speedy brain takes no time to kill it. When someone else's happiness makes you cry, when a cunning brain is oversped by a generous heart to help someone, when the trees, the wind, the world, all look beautiful to the eyes, when wants are replaced by contentment, when you worry for peace not placements, that voice finds a say. The strength we come across amidst all the chaos is the actual power of your inner self.
Be more of who you are, then only you can be what you want to be.

25th April 19

This is probably not for the light hearted or perhaps it is for the lightest hearts. Love necessarily brings with it a sense of demand, recognition and importance. And when we are deviod of the same, we feel agitated, lonely and maybe angry as well. Is this for which I loved that I am not of any importance now or don't figure out in your priorities or you don't message me back and all things like this. But we forget a very crucial aspect amongst all the anger, and that is that the person in questionis doing this by his/her choice and not due to any kind of ignorance, which means that if we are telling them to change their attitude or attention, it won't be a choice of will but a forced up action, and as you may know very well that love has no place for such deeds. If we send someone a text, it is our will to do so and it doesn't make the other person obligatory to reply, similarly if you are waiting for their call, it's your intent to wait, not the other person's compulsion to call. Love your partner as they are, not the way you want them to be. The changes that you wish to see should come naturally and slowly, otherwise in any case they won't last, and nor will your relationship.
Happy Loving
M.

Life Memoir

That which has never been spoken,
Maybe what is next to happen,
A proposal on a ship or a loss by a slip,
An avalanche on the mountain or the cool breeze near the fountain,
Life always gives you moments new and fresh,
A spin changes fortune for some,
Or gives someone a debt hard to overcome,
It also gives you long lasting memories,
Some that you want to forever cherish,
Others that you want but never perish,
Opportunities are also awarded at many turns,
A few get transformed into success,
Others seem a little hard to impress,
Inspite of all the aches and pains,
The complicated diseases or the mental strains,
Life is always more beautiful than we assume,
Lights of all colours make the soul bloom,
The stars shine bright whenever darkness looms,
Life always shows us the best suited lane,
And when it comes back full circle,
Explains why it didn't let you walk the plain.

Chalte Rehna

Waise to fursat nahi mere pass,
Phir bhi hasrat se chalta hun main,
Mauka milte hi nikal padta hun main,
Kisi gaadi mein baithe, bina bahar ki hawa ke,
Ya kisi scooter par sawar traffic se bachte bachate,
Isse accha kisi apne se kaho aao zara tehel aate,
Chalne se gaadi ka petrol bhi bachta hai,
Aur maa ka pyaar se khilaya ek zyada parantha bhi pachta hai,
Chalte samay aap aakaash ko yun nihaar sakte hai,
Jaise aap taaron ko bhi neeche utaar sakte hai,
Subah subah chalna thoda aasaan lagta hai,
Pollution ke bina insaan insaan lagta hai,
Paidal chalne ka lutf aur badh jaata hai,
Jab badalon par baarish ka saaya lehrata hai,
Gili mitti ki khushboo bohot hi suhani lagti hai,
Sukhe paidon par bikhri jaise nayi jawani lagti hai,
Chalte rehna hi is jeevan ki reet hai,
Baithe sab mil jaye, yeh to bas ek khwab hai,
Chalte rehne mein hi chupa har sawaal ka jawaab hai.

Sapne

Raat ke safar mein neend tale,
Ek khushi ki dor aankhon tak dheeme chale,
Pal wo dikhlaye tumhe kuch suhane,
Muskaan jo le aaye chehre par jaane anjaane,
Bas sapno mein hi hai wo shiddat,
Jo ruthe mann ko bhi hasa sake,
Jo ghum mein doobe ko bhi nacha sake,
Uske chalne ki raftaar tez zaroor hai,
Par uska swad shaam tak rehne wala suhoor hai,
Jo uski aaghosh mein lipte to bahar na nikal paoge,
Aur agar hai koi raasta to manzil aane par hi paoge,
Accha wahi hai jo sapne khone na de,
Aur asal sapna wahi hai jo sone na de.

Mujh Sarika

Kadam jab har pal chale jaanib-e-yaar,
Tab dil ko bhi kahan aata hai karar,
Har samt ab uska hi saya hai,
Hawa mein jaise ghul jaati har kaya hai,
Par jaanta hai dil ki yeh saya hakikat nahi hai,
Yeh ishq shayad aaj bhi mukammal nahi hai,
Kabhi aag ki chadar hai, kabhi kaanch ka raasta,
Humne sada dard se mehfuz rakha hai, ishq mein apna vaasta,
Ab ek chor par main hun, dusre chor pe khuda,
Tune mohabbat se kiya, main tujhse ho gaya judaa,
Dosti ka aaj bhi ek hi tarika hai,
Mila de usse jo mujhse zyada, mujh sarika hai.

Zindagi

Soch jahan pichad gayi, zindagi wahan ujad gayi,

Chale the jis raah pe, woh manzil se hi bichad gayi,

Daayron mein jo simat gayi, zindagi wahan theher gayi,

Jab hawa ko kuch pal roka, ban sailab barsa ke keher gayi,

Bhakti mein jo lag gayi, zindagi wahan jhuk gayi,

Sab darr tyag kar maan liya jo khud ko apna bhagwaan, de kar woh hazaar sukh gayi,

Ghadi ki suiyon ke piche jo daudi, zindagi wahan tham gayi,

Apni marzi se aaye nahi, apni marzi se jee to le, kya yeh bhi kam nahi,

Paison ke piche jo bhaga, zindagi wahan sharm gayi,

Apni soch kar zindagi guzaar do, kya daulat de kar tujhe yahi karm gayi,

Khud ko dekha jab aaine mein, to zindagi jaise bikhar gayi,

Kaanch to abhi bhi thos tha, par mere bhitar ki dararein nikhar gayi.